I'm longing for company...But recognizing I'm better off without it.
This past month has been full of sleepless nights. Learning to sleep alone has to be the most difficult challenge of life. I'm in bed by nine every night just laying; dwelling on my alarm going off which only leads to work!.....? The minutes of sleep that I am blessed with are full of nightmares.
I don't want to fall asleep tonight.
I miss you.