Feb 24, 2010

He has some beautiful pictures, but I have the worst.

I ruined our day together..... hell, i may have ruined our life together. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can barely breathe. I don't want to go through life with out him. We had so many beautiful plans for life. PLEASE DON'T LET US END! I know things went wrong, more than that...Miserable. I'm sorry, nothing of that sort will ever happen again. ...he may have taken some beautiful pics, but this is all I have from this horrid memory.

My mom and friends' only input is to take deep breaths. No one will understand the pain that I'm going through. The physical pain wont ever compare to my heartache. I can't stop crying, make it stop! My eyes are swollen, and I have a job interview tomorrow!

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