I'm not usually like this, but the past few days I've been in a hole.
I know I dug it; but I can't seem to get out.
Why can't I just have a normal relationship...
This PAST is driving me crazy~~!
My love (oh sorry, he's not a possession; just someone I see going home to every night) is accomplishing a major goal in his life and I appreciate that. I've encouraged that...
I've tried to accept it...I'm trying to accept it...I need to learn to accept it.
But today i can't. I'M neglected for his past sex life.