Everyone I call does not seem to care about what is going on in my life!!!! 

...they answer their phones and then it's all about what they are doing. I can't take it anymore; I need someone there for me, I want someone to hold me...I'm tired of holding others.

I know it's my fault; I have been conditioned to be the person they call upon for- anything. 

I know this sounds selfish; but I've never had it.