I had found this in my jacket pocket today. He had held it for me while in SD, and then slipped it to me. I went down to the falls where we shot, to find my scarf. Yep, blood everywhere. I'm thankful that he took care of me, but disgusted with my self. Vodka over love?...There's no contest. I can't believe our night ended the way it did. I had no intentions of hurting him. My only intentions were of a life long dream. When I found my necklace I felt that it was final,it can't be. I'm sorry, love.