Thankfully, I've had time to do a lot of thinking... I never thought I'd have to think so much on one... ; on my love.  Therefore, I'm a little frustrated Today. I understand; Life is a different story. I have one that started in sadness and ended in sadness. Further in this journey I created a bright future for me; that even my family was excited about. I created a new start; that new beginning. I moved into a great house, a house I can call my home with two great guys. One; Alex. He is not what he is and he is what he's not. ...perfect. I could never ask for anything more.