I have been in and out of the hospital for the past few months due to stomach pains, dizziness, and tingling... with all the tests ran, after the nexium, he prescibed xanax! I didn't want to try it; I'm tired of being their ginnie pig. But after my last episode this week I think I may try it. Before this last Tuesday I had no idea what was going on with my body...but now I think it's safe to say they are panic attacks.
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I'm too young to be panicking!!!
This last episode was this week. I took Snorkel to the airport. When we got into LA he was directing me where to go. The music was a little too loud and I missed his guide to get over to the right. I missed it and while I tried to merge cars started to fly by me. Ah! Then I suddenly noticed cars were surrounding me in every direction in stop and go traffic. I'm not a city driver... How the fuck am I gonna pull this off? My stomach started to hurt. So I got off as quickly as i could and made him drive. When I stepped out of the car to switch positions my whole body started to tingle, I was so dizzy I didn't want to walk and my left arm felt so heavy that I couldn't move it. ...All the same feelings I get before I go into work, but never has it been so intense!!!
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